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........just to add to my miserable post below!

One thing I DID do today!

I tried on all the clothes in my closet - the clothes that I have kept for years but couldn't wear because they were too small!

Well I decided to try them all on because I know I've lost weight from being on these tablets - although I have not been able to weigh myself as I have no scales - I have had to go and buy new clothes as my others were too big - and my new ones are now quite loose too. So I thought I'd try on my old clothes :)

And ones that were WAY too small for me now fit comfortably :)

So now there is nothing in my closet that doesn't fit(well apart from the things that are now too big and I have now thrown out lol) :) This is a wonderful feeling :) It has been YEARS since this has happened!

Someone on Scrappers Haven (Thanks Vintage Girl) reminded me that they will weigh me at my doctors annual medical in June, so I am not going to buy scales after all - and will wait until June and get weighed then and just enjoy the fact that my clothes fit nicely and I am a nice size at last!

I'm still a bit over weight of course - still not at the goal weight WW had set for me (I think that was 118 lbs) but at this rate and losing about 1lb a week with a few weeks off for the occasional lapse, which is a safe loss, I should be there by Labour Day weekend!!!! Although to be honest I think I'm looking to be more around 12lb - 130lb!!! I think thats more realistic at my age and frame :)

Tired.....

I am tired of this pain. I can't do anything with this pain. I can't take the tylenol 3's and we haven't bought the Advil extra srengths as we forgot. I will get some tomorrow. So I am just suffering through and to be honest it HURTS :( It hurts to breath it hurts to move. It is AGONY to sneeze or cough. It hurts to laugh. It hurts to shout. It hurts to soak in the bath it hurts do anything. It makes my back ache from having to sit so still.

Did I say it hurts?

So I can't paint my hive. I can't do anything outside. I can't do anything :(

So today I haven't done much of anything but sat on the porch watching Lloyd potter about and checked out Scrappers Haven and my bee forums and the occasional blog.

I did get my letters written and delivered to all my neighbours (thank you Laurie) informing them that I am getting bees.

Lloyd went to Home Depot and got a load of supplies for the new vegetable garden - fencing and raised beds, for the new hummingbird feeders and for my hives.

Our friend Jeff came over to get his boat and Jetski that we have been storing for him all winter. Chris's friend came over to get something.....

The kids took the dogs for a long walk - I didn't go.

Charlie has done nothing but sleep - but she is a little like a sun dial and she sleeps in different parts of the yard moving as the sun moves - a few yards at a time :) it's kind of funny to watch :)

And I have done nothing but rest - and sulk - and ache.

Lloyd keeps offering to go into town - he offered to drive me in and go to the scrapbook store too but I'm just not in the mood and I wouldn't let him go into town just for tablets when I'm in town tomorrow anyway.....I should have just let him go but I just didn't see the point.....so I sulked instead :( silly really :(

And its been very boring and painful and tomorrow when I am in town during Abigails drama class, I have to run to the county hall and get my beekeeping permit AND go and buy Advil extra strength!!!!! :)

Tomorrow night I promise to be a little happier :)

I'm loving this right now...

Ok how have I NEVER heard of this guy until last night?????? how???? HOW??????? And you can tell how old this song is just by how old Dakota is in the video....

this guy was on Graham Nortons show last night and we just thought he was sooooo great on the show that we've been listening to him on youtube today and I think I'm going to pick up his cds this week if I can find them.....

what a talent! Rufus Wainwright. He sings such a variety of songs too....a real mix of styles! I love it!